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Sunday, September 27, 2009
haizz... so , gonna say these few words only , OVER , DONE , ENOUGH-ED & BACK TO BEING SINGLE . thats it... Tuesday, September 22, 2009
im so stressed , fcuked up & sleepy !  once again , i fell for another superly and gorgeously and tall guy ! and guess what ? HE'S ANOTHER RAPPER , main rapper ! i have simply no idea why i keep falling for rappers ! haha !He's Taecyeon from 2PM , 20 years old . i think he knows english as he migrated to english for 7 years . COOLNESS ! i likkeee !! he's superly tall !! haha ! and he is muscular yo ! ummm... ohh , i fell for him because of the song he sang on 'My Ear's Candy' with Baek Ji Young . I swear , i listened to it and i cannot forget it !! hehe !! loveitt !! so , my few days have been stress yet fun ! so , kinda accepting the state i am in . and , my 1 month with dearest past very quickly ! hehe ! ILOVELOVEYOU ! <3 so , i'll make it SHORT&SIMPLE. (: sunday and monday was like th 'wtf' kinda of hari raya cause of my heels . UGH ! so , took a family picture in the morning but before that apologise to my parents and bro & sist . haiss... then , went to grandparents house at dad side then to mum's . mum was abit fun . & thanks to KAK NINA , for taking the pictures ! appreciate it much ! (: went to KAK NOREEN house after that . umm , I SWEAR HER BROTHER'S ARE KINDA CUTE IN THE ARAB WAY ! very cutteeee ! hehe ! teeheexz . went to cik imah house after that to lepak but when home afterwards . monday was a bit blur . went jln raya with parents , sist & mama . went to obek 'ecah' house and then off to Nenek Yah house at Clementi . obek sam'ah and then to kak tini house which was the last . TALKED ALOT WITH NINI & MISSED HER MAN ! && , i will so go out with you after my EOY but which me luck i pass cause i really want to pass . && GOOD LUCK DEARIE , hope you succeed in your Sec 3 EOY! (: my day ended with my tiredness but soon , bought a Starbucks coffee and thanks to sist for paying it . hehe ! slept kinda late thou' . so , cca went normal but ended of early . YES ! haha ! so , i kinda make my wishlist ; buy that lomo cammy , get my half suspenders , tell dad th truth about myself , i wont live in a world that is full with lies , STUDY HARD WITH THAT ASSESSMENT BOOKS I BOUGHT ! wish me luck you guys ! (: FOR SUPER JUNIOR M FANS (love the dance moves thou' . ROCK ON ! :) ; i feel like in a virtual world everytime but when there's you , i come back to reality . ^^v Wednesday, September 16, 2009
im so so sorry ! hey peeps ! i'll be on hiatus for a few weeks due to the exams around the corner ! will update my blog and video blog as soon as my exams are over ! (: LOVE YA'LL ! Sunday, September 13, 2009
im superly bored . / why do i always fall for the rapper ? heyho ! i am back ! hehe ! so , i got my BAG and SHOE to go with my hari raya clothes . GORGEOUS shoes and GORGEOUS bag ! hehe !
ohohh , i just got 2 more pictures of this 2 guys whom i find them kinda cutee too ! ohh , dont steal them also eh ! [BOTTOM is MINHO from SHINee , Korean , rapper in the group . age , 17 .(falling for a young korean guy for th first time . hehe ! he was in the SNSD , Gee song . ^^v ohh, HE'S SINGLE! haha !] why do i always fall for the rapper ? i meant , T.O.P is a rapper , Eunhyuk is a rapper , Kibum is a rapper and now , Minho is a rapper too . haha ! i love rapper's ! haha ! can we just stop fighting ? please . Wednesday, September 9, 2009
im so bored . -.-" andand , PICTURES ! hello ! i am superly bored . sorry no introduction picture for this post . ): helped brother with his room decorations abit . haha ! very noisy le ! today would be my last day not fasting . and .... 11 more days babybeh , to hari raya ! yay ! haha ! so , i've watched DANCE FLICK and BOHSIA : Jangan Pilih Jalan Hitam . here's my comment ;  hmmhh.... dance flick . i think its NC 16 or 18 . its kinda disgusting but yet , hilarious . haha ! love it much . it combines the other movies which have musical such as Step Up 1 / 2 , Hairspray . rate : 8/10 . ((:  Bohsia , WOW ! great showw ! baikk uhh ! syamsul yusof very HANDSOME ! haha ! congrats to him anyways for making another great show , like KL Drift . rate : 9/10 . so , i watched KBS world this whole day . dont ask why . ohh , found more korean hot and cute guys . hehe ! DONT STEAL THEM HOR ! to dearest , dont jealous . i only find them hot and cute . ^^    (TOP TO BOTTOM) (Lee Seunggi , Jeong IL-Woo , Jang Geon-Suk) and currently , this korean guys are my favourites ! DONT STEAL ALSO HOR !    (TOP TO BOTTOM) (Eunhyuk / Lee Hyuk-Jae , Kim Kibum , Kyuhyun )[all from SUPER JUNIOR ! hehe !] ohh , im still faithful to T.O.P a.K.a Choi Seung-hyun from Big Bang ! woottss ~~  ohh , and JEONG IL-WOO is close friends with LEE MIN-HO ! wow !  as always said , i love you and we both know we're each other's one & only . (: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
it hurts when i write about this..... i am seriously bored now . haha ! well , watched MUSIC BANK just now at KBS world , mioTV . sis came home and watched too . when dad came home as well , they commented on the korean people . i kinda agree with what they say because its somehow true . dad and sis said that korean people do plastic surgery , women nor men . BELIEVE THAT ? they will normally do their eyes and nose . if you look their past and now , you'll see differences . women will do their face and body but men do on their face , i meant some men . haha ! 75% of the korean people do plastic surgery . sis said her friend the friend , went to Korea , Seoul . she said she felt cheated because the guys weren't that hot . oh my god ! haha ! Still dont believe me ? Try watching "200 Pounds Of Beauty" . if you watch closely , some of the women are gorgeous but yet they still want to make themselves more gorgeous . but actually , the whole point of that show was about a obese lady whom went to do plastic surgery because she was hurt when people talk about her obesity . but , when i watched the show , when she's at hospital and stuff , i look at the ladies . some weren't that plump but they still went for plastic surgery . but to me , probably they want to do their face . but , come on , NOBODY'S PERFECT . im not trying to say the women and men are not hot or gorgeous , they are pretty much hot and gorgeous for the men but , why plastic surgery ? and , sis said , RAIN(bi) , made way for the korean artists . thats why , the korean artists is now much more popular . take example , WONDER GIRLS . they are now in AMERICA and are well-known globally . but , from what i can see , i think its the company , JYP Entertainment . that's where RAIN(bi) used to be as a trainee . but , no matter what people or i say about them , i still love korean people . they are still human beings , DUH ! but , whatever it is , korean FIGHTING ! super junior , FIGHTING ! ((: anws , Girl's Generation and 2PM is going to go on a temporary break . (: they , will make a comeback in few months time . p.s to those people whom are fans with artists from korean , dont mind what i said but im just stating the fact . and , i still love korean artists , expecially the guys ! ((: Monday, September 7, 2009
thank you for today . ^^ .jpg) Sunday // 06august09 went to madrasah . ((: had some laughs . tsk ! went home afterwards . if some people realised , i was online the whole day . MUMMY DIDN'T SCOLD ME AS SHE WAS DOING TRADITIONAL COOKIES . ((: she did m&m cookie , choco chips cookie and kuih tart / pineapple tart . i helped her in the pineapple tart . i ate her cookies too ! haha ! not fasting mahh ! didnt do much today . Monday // 07august09 woke up and finished up my spontaneous writing . ): then , downloaded some songs . went to school along with amy / nab / eli . dearest came too . ((: priya came as well . so , the girls went in except for dearest . :P haha ! NABILAH WAS HAPPY THAT SHE GOT HER HANDPHONE BACK ! ((: went to tampines one after that along with nab / amy . on the way to tampines one , WE TALKED ABOUT SUPER JUNIOR ALOT . nabilah with SIWON , amirah with LEETEUK and me with EUNHYUK . thanks to amirah as she said mine dance well . ((: haha ! then , went to tampines mall meet up tjy / ory / jy / wl . but me / amy / nab went to open plaza as the rest wanted to watch movie . ): we sat at the interactive corner . hehe ! faiz came after that . i swear before faiz came and when the room was empty , THE THREE OF US DANCE TO SORRY SORRY ! haha ! don't ask me why . i was tempted to dance that song . haha ! then , dearest and nicholas came . amy and nab went home so left me , dearest , faiz and nicholas . ): walked around tampines mall . went to ToysRUs . i missed my childhood alot . now , being a teenage is so much tougher . tsk ! childhood was the best ! (: i had tons of fun . ((: then , went to interchange . nicholas went home . so , dearest and faiz sent me home . (: THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! am currently listening to i don't care and fire remix by 2ne1 . ((: am bored . dad just changed plans to go to geylang on thursday . ): i miss you although we just met just now but there's still another week . ): im sad but im trying my best not to cry , because of you . <3 Saturday, September 5, 2009
woah! its currently 3:12 am in the morning and im still awake. ahaha! just uploaded many super junior videos at my blog . wanna view ? its at farzeerawh-justshutupnow.blogspot.com . sorry for any inconvenience i use to make at my this blog coz of videos . (: Friday, September 4, 2009
am a bad girl ! hehe . .jpg) today was awesome shitxz although i was sad abit . tsk ! went school fcuking late . woke up by mummy's call at 650 . HEAR THAT ?! 650 okayy ! haha . bathe fastfast . then , daddy gave me $$ to take cab . inside cab , i know i would be considered late so , wth la ! haha . reached and gate was closed . Mr singh came and shityxz la . i found myself being the only girl late . haha ! mr singh was bloody stupid ! he said to me i was supposed to go detention the last time i was late but actually he didnt gave me sia ! FCUK ASS ! haha ! then he said , after school detention . so , its UGH ! haha ! then , ran 3 rounds . fcuker kan ? i got asthma on my first and a half rounds . yet , i continued . my lungs was in pain . tskk . then , when got rest for until 8 , i breathe very hard yet i tried . hehe . went into class after that and was kinda pissed with mr singh . LUNGS PAIN BODOH ! haha ! p.e was shityxz ! bought drink with priya . haha ! then , mother tongue , listened to songs while doing compre . then , cikgu shakirah on this song with her voice singing . and to my surprise , HER VOICE SOUNDS MELODIOUS ! TRUST ME , IT DOES ! ohmygod ! haha ! english lesson , boring abit laa . haha ! after school , accompany nabilah to get her phone but she failed to as mr singh couldn't find her phone . tsk ! oh , its mr paul ng who confiscated it . UGH kan ? haha ! then , went to sweettalk and meet up jingyu to buy drink . haha ! then , went back to school for DETENTION ! weeee ~ there were all together 9 of us . but , we were to go to hall to do something for our detention . then , one of the senior , hidayah , if im not wrong , she said she was pissed because of this someone who accused her of staring at that person . wtf ? then , helped with arrangement of chairs . penat bodoh ! haha ! thenthen , another senior , abdul hakim , he made me laughed abit . LOL . then , stayed till 245 . and realised , my detention was only 1 hour ! haha ! I LOVE IT ! LOL . came out from school and tried calling him . he never picked up my calls and reply my sms . in the end , sms jingyu and went to 7-11 alone and went home alone . NOT EMO OKAY ! was pissed abit thou' . tsk ! am currently , still sick and feel like vomiting . my tummy getting flatter abit . wth ! you made me pissed many times , but the more i get pissed , the more i love you . ^^ Thursday, September 3, 2009
Army Open House rockxz ! .jpg) i am very happy yesterday and TODAY ! hohoho ! Wednesday // 02august09 Critical writing was boring . hehe ! didnt do because am very lazy ! SERIOUSLY AM ! :P Geography was abit boring as the lesson was on Land Supply . ohmygod ! B-O-R-I-N-G ! music did assessment . my clique , w/o atq or leeyana , we did our own music . cool okay ! haha ! so , recess , my clique w/o leeyana(as usual) , went to audio library . listen to 2 discs . BORING LARH ! but the air-con , SYIOK ! haha ! science = boring . i was busy doing maths and stuffs . ughh ! maths , Miss Ong gave me 3 things to do , hand out 2 of their homeworks and september holiday work . ughh ! got pissed because i had to collect alot of stuffs afterwards . wait , that makes me 4 task to do . OHMYGOD ! am sucha busy maths rep ! hehe ! english was boring , as usual one laa ! then , after school , went to school library along with cy , eli , leeyana and faiz . did home econs project for me and eli because last minute . hehe ! paiseh alot of times ! haha ! then , surfed internet . in the end , kena warning . wtf ryt ? then , they wanted to go sfogs . i was "err....nehmind la, you guys watch." so , eli , leeyana and faiz see together . me and cy had nothing to do . so , i agreed to go sfogs since we were kinda bored and have nowhere to surf . haha ! so , i see some pictures and were freaked out , i swear ! and read some stories . articles too ! i freaked out alot of times okay ! asked him uh ! haha ! then , eli and leeyana went seperate ways while me , cy , faiz and the girlf went ws . me and cy went library because i needed to sent my books . then , took bus home . ((: i swear , I COULDNT SLEEP AT NITE ! I SLEPT AROUND 1 AND I ONLY HAD LESS THAN 4 HOURS SLEEP because of sahur . humph ! Thursday // 03august09 HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY DADDY ! LOVEXZXZXZ YOUSS ! haha ! ohhmyygod ! daddy , you turned 50 fast ! yet , you still look 30 - 40 ++ . woahh ! haha ! ohhohh , YOU'RE THE GREATEST DADDY IN THIS WORLD AND I LOVELOVE YOU ALOTXZ SINCE THE DAY YOU BROUGHT ME TO THIS WORLD ! haha ! wokee up and i had lazy eyes . ): science was BORING . did home econs abit . intended to sleep , but failed . tsk ! home econs was okayokay . Miss Siti was fcuked up . ohmygod ! then , was kinda noisy abit thanks to zaryl for making me superly high ! hohoho ! recess , WENT TO AUDIO LIBRARY AGAIN WITH CLIQUE ! haha ! watched School Of Rock . yeahh ! haha ! geography , boring like yesterday . haha ! left class at 1215 for ARMY OPEN HOUSE babybeh ! hehe ! in the bus , sat with INDAH babybeh ! hehe ! we talked abit . we kinda felt bored afterwards . ohh , i was looking outside the window when suddenly , my eyes shut closed . haha ! so , my position for sleeping was funny ! as time flies , we almost reached yet , i still sleep . thanks to my less hour sleep ! haha ! INDAH , ELI , NABILAH also slept . ELI & NABILAH was like a couple . haha ! reached but my eyes were halfly open . haha ! then , reached . aisehman ! HOT LIKE WTF ! haha ! watched this presentation first . cool can ? then , we walkwalk around see the army stuffs , i meant the jet plane all which is used for army . COOLIO seyh ! took one picture with this thing but its with leeyana . will post when i receive it . hehe ! ohhohh , got this guy hit me by accident . haha ! he was talking to the friend when all of the sudden , he just hit my elbow and was blur and didnt say sorry . thank god i dont care and forgive him although he didnt say sorry . haha ! then , went to this place . khairul sat infront of us , girls . he very disturbing and noisy yet , fun ! haha ! then , one time , the deejay asked for a volunteer he did a 'rock' sign then the deejay saw and asked him if he wanna come up . the prcs ncc laughed . AIYER ! then , watched somehow how a enemy will somehow attack the soldiers . COOL CAN ?! REAL SHOOTING ALL ! i was shocked and my ear drums hurt because the sound of the rifles , bomb were pain ! i swear ! but interesting . my jaw dropped , okay ?! hehe ! I WANNA SEE MORE LER ! haha ! then , went to this another place . kinda okkay ? i went in to take air-con only . haha ! but still nice laa . ((: ateekat / meow meow was with me everytime . SHE ROCKS BIG TIME ! she finally gives me a new nickname and i love it , "RaRa MONSTA!" haha ! much more cooler and shorter . that's my new nickname yo ! haha ! THANKS MEOW MEOW ! haha ! then , waited for bus fcuking long . haha ! inside , the air-con below me . haha ! but actually , indah was right below because she sat near the window seat . WE , MUSLIMS PEOPLE , WERE VERY IMPATIENT TO BREAK FAST ! haha ! i intended to sleep but i said to myself "no way fazerah!" haha ! then , we on the radio . when got the 'azan' , we all drinkdrink . yummy ! then , waited impatiently to reach school . haha ! reached school around 1945 . WOAH ryt ? when reached , the upper secs whom were having night study , looked at us , NCC . haha ! then , walked to central with leeyana . thanks for accompanying me and thanks to MEOWMEOW for lending me the money ! ((: bought bubble tea and went home afterwards . reached , and guess what ? got my period ! wont be fasting ! ohh yeahh ! haha ! currently , am addicted to 'Black Horse & A Cherry Tree' song by KT Tunstall . its very nice ! its my theme song for this blog . woohoo ! haha ! i guess we got even more closer after the fight . Me luvxz you ! <3 ^^ Tuesday, September 1, 2009
sorry what can i say ? EUNHYUK's a GREAT DANCER ! ((: after 1 week of not posting , i am really sorry ! blame on my computer internet ! i'll cut to friday as i could only remember starting from that day . friday // 28august2009 HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY DARLING CHENGYONG ! am really jealous now . one by one , PEOPLE TURNING 14 except me ! ohmygod ! ugh ! nevermind ! anyways , hope you get whatever you want and I LOVE YOU ! <3 so , school = normal . had p.e . i had no idea why i was in the mood for p.e . played badminton along with priya . haha ! she won so , yeah . ugh ! then , mt was nothing interesting . hehe ! cme , if not wrong we didnt do cme but something else instead . hehe ! after school , went to pasir ris park along with chengyong , eli , arthur , weiliat , jiayao and nicholas . the guys played basketball and soccer while me and eli had a chat . then , she said she wanted to head home so i sent her to interchange . hehe ! then , waited for dear to pick me up so we both can go to e!hub . then , reached e!hub . realised zharfan and weiyang was also there . then , had a small cake for him . -.-" hehe ! then , w/o zharfan , we walked towards central . then , sat at one playground for awhile then , we head home . saturday // 29august2009 i aint sure about this day but i can remember that i went to geylang only . hehe . went to geylang with daddy first to checkout some clothes then waited for sister and abang shaiful . then , we all walked around geylang . didnt buy any clothes because i wasnt that interested . tsk ! sunday // 30august2009 went to madrasah first . wasnt that fun as only me , nadia , nazri and ryan was there . ugh ! then , went to geylang , AGAIN . so , walked around to find my clothes this time . terserempak with MAMA and th makcik and NANA . hehe ! then , daddy , mummy and me went to break fast . was so fcuked up coz i couldnt find my type of clothes . ugh ! in the end , we three went to the bazaar near the MRT STATION . and , BOUGHT MY CLOTHES ! finally ! bought one kebaya , combination of silver and black . was really happy . hehe ! then , went home due to daddy time of work . ugh ! monday // 31august2009 went to school as for normal . english was whatever . art did some drawings . science was boring . was fcuked up as had alot of problems . i pushed the table on accident , thats what i told my friends but the true story was i purposely did it as i was really fcuked up . sorry to faiz as people blamed you ! hehe ! mt did abit of work . then , had TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION ! yay ! was kinda okkay . abit hilarious + boring . tsk ! love it when Nazri and Zhafran did their performance . hehe ! then , went to whitesands along with Priya and Megan as i wanted to buy something . megan went home afterwards as she has to go . hehe ! then , accompany priya to her HOUGANG PRIMARY SCHOOL . haha ! her primary school is like WHOA ! its very nice ! looks like secondary school from the inside . ughh ! then , went home . had a fight with him over a small problem . AM TERRIBLY SORRY ! tuesday // 1september2009 HAD A BREAK ! yes ! slept till 11+ . haha ! apologise to him as i made him angry somehow and he somehow apologise to me as well . haha ! then , went to geylang , AGAIN ! haha ! bought mummy's clothes . very the pretty ! so , mummy and daddy will be wearing the same colour while me , brother & sister will be wearing blue . haha ! so , walk2 around geylang . found another clothes for me , BLUE this time . haha ! kebaya as well . haha ! then , bought some food for break fast . am currently , SICK AND COLD . i've been sick for the past few days . ughh !! day by day , i feel that we're growing apart from each other . im very scared . |
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